So i just need to vent out some frustrations here. Recently, my life as i know it has slowly fallen apart. My mom isn't doing so well and my Grandma has cancer. Watching both of them suffer is really starting to get to me.
In my first post on here i also told you all about my girlfriend, Alyssa. About a week or so ago she left me. It would have been 9 months this coming Saturday. She said she was too stressed and didn't know how much longer she could be OK with our relationship. I didn't want to be selfish so i said it was OK and i understood. In reality it has really destroyed me.
Most of you here don't even pay attention to me but i figure MAYBE someone will read this and care. I don't have friends around here and i hate it. I'm just scared to talk to anyone because i get made fun of all the time. I wish i could find a girl that likes me for who i am and is willing to give me a chance. I really don't think I'm supposed to find anyone. I see myself dying alone, in my bed when I'm like 85 years old and i don't want that. I just wish i could feel like most people do. I wish i was accepted and had friends. If anyone reading this wants a friend let me know. It would be cool to get to know all of you....and maybe....feel like i belong...and find someone who likes me for who i am.....but who knows right?
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