Thursday, October 18, 2007
THe future of the card game I play
It has come to my attention that most of the WWE Raw Deal players (or at least a good portion of then) believe that the next expansion set will be the final set for the game. That scares me. For me, Raw Deal brought me friends. It gave me that sense of fitting in when I go to tournaments. I hate to say it but I don't feel like i fit in anywhere except around my card playing friends. I know in my heart that people that don't understand who I am and why cards are so important to me sit back and make fun of me. It was proven when people asked me to bring my cards into class so people knew what I was talking about. If people understood me and go to know me then maybe it would be obvious as to why this scares me. For about 4 or 5 years now, Raw Deal has been a major part of my life. It has made me who I am today. Through the people that I have met and become friends with, it has really shaped me into a good person. Of course no one would know this because not a single person gives me a chance to show I'm a great person but thats besides the point. If this is the end of Raw Deal in its entirety, then I will go down with it. I have put enough time and effort into it and I will still play when the game dies off. If it is announced that the next set is the last set to be released I will be majorly hurt. I will still buy the set and have fun. The game brought me up and im holding on until the very end!
What to do....
It has come apparent to me that if I go to people and ask for advice on problems that they truly don't care. It is becoming painfully obvious that people just shrug it off and think it is all OK. If I go to someone and ask for help there is usually a reason I ask for it. I don't just ask for advice to have something to do. Yes, it's one thing if I would do it all the time but I don't. if I would then I would understand why people just don't care. I'm just getting sick of people thinking that I don't need help with things. Like for instance, I'm not the best writer when it comes to big papers. So my senior year we had to write this big long research paper. I told my teacher that I didn't understand how to go about doing this and she just played it off like it was my fault and I'll just make it through. Granted I did pass the paper, but I got C on it. This is still going on today. I'm not just trying to point out one area, and that being school. It happens at home, too. I don't know how to do certain things at home so I ask for help. I usually get yelled at and told just do it. Then when I don't do it right I get in even more trouble. I'm just not sure what I'm going to do. How am I supposed to succeed in life if when I ask for help to understand tings I just get told no or get ignored? I'm tired of being ignored. I'm tired of not getting help when I need it. I'm just not sure where to go from here. I know that where ever my life takes me I have to look at it as a challenge. I will attempt to overcome all of the challenges, but I do have this odd feeling that sooner or later I will find a challenge that I cant over come. Until then, and i hate to quote John Cena, I won't back down and I won't quit (even though I probably should!).
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